Still Althea’s point of view
My mind was screaming something else though, "but he asked you out! That must mean you're something to him." Damn it, I was missing him more than I have to I guess. The day seemed to drag on like the days when I still didn’t know that a Ryan existed in the class I was in. Spencer, Brendon & I went home silently.
Panic at the Disco's Brendon Urie's point of view
I was pretty much as sure as hell of what we all saw yesterday but when I saw Althea acting like her usual self this morning, I decided that I wouldn’t be the first one to bring up the topic. I love my sister; she makes my life easier – most of the time. Since our parents had to go to work early as usual, we two were left alone.
And because I don’t want to make anything harder for the next most important lady in my life, I decided that I would try to be my self too. It wasn’t very hard though for me because as I always tell her, it’s very easy to be me. No stress but I knew that one day, I’d slip and today was pretty much the day I guess.
My mind was screaming something else though, "but he asked you out! That must mean you're something to him." Damn it, I was missing him more than I have to I guess. The day seemed to drag on like the days when I still didn’t know that a Ryan existed in the class I was in. Spencer, Brendon & I went home silently.
I wanted to ask Spencer so badly where Ryan’s house was so I could drop by but I knew I didn’t need to when I saw Ryan holding hands with this girl I didn’t really know. Then she kissed him & he kissed back.I wanted to ask out loud so much if I should be hurt by what I was seeing but forced my mouth to shut up. I tried my best to not make any sound as my feet carried me off to my house as hot tears came down without my permission at all. I was still quiet when I got to my house & I wondered if my parents would notice.
I haven't even greeted them like I usually would upon arrival but I didn't want to risk answering any questions. My parents don't have any business with what I got myself into. Brendon didn't even knock the whole time.No, I didn't waste time crying. I just sat up on the only window sill in my room, looking out. I was pretty much half hoping that Ryan would go home alone. What if she went home with him?But Ryan was alone when he went home to my relief. I had to quickly conceal myself as he turned around to look at my house.
Panic at the Disco's Brendon Urie's point of view
I was pretty much as sure as hell of what we all saw yesterday but when I saw Althea acting like her usual self this morning, I decided that I wouldn’t be the first one to bring up the topic. I love my sister; she makes my life easier – most of the time. Since our parents had to go to work early as usual, we two were left alone.
And because I don’t want to make anything harder for the next most important lady in my life, I decided that I would try to be my self too. It wasn’t very hard though for me because as I always tell her, it’s very easy to be me. No stress but I knew that one day, I’d slip and today was pretty much the day I guess.